It's Like Winter

I woke up this morning with frost on my windshield, its not the first time this year but it seemed very cold. This time of year is the best with the anticipation of the holiday's. It seems once Christmas has come and gone there is nothing to really look forward to.

Well im looking ahead to next week, with Thanksgiving and all im going to have 4 days off. Im sure that I wont get much done the day after seeing how Rich will be working, so I intend to do nuthing but putter around the house. It seems like forever since I truely had the house to myself for more than a couple of hours. Since he made the big move into the house it seems like when Im there, he's there. Sould be nice to just get a break and just get back to me.

We are spending Thankgiving at my parents house, should be a "great time" seeing how both my mom and dad like Rich, but dont love him. It's just always awkward for some reason. Im sure it will be fine, my moms friends Brain and Maggie will be there and im sure Maggies daughter Cara will show up later. I like Cara, we have kinda grown up together through holiday's. Thats the only time that I see her, but we have been sharing holiday's since we were young. She's cool until she gets alittle too much juice into her, then its like she's the devil. What can I say, someone has to bring the drama to holiday's.

On another note, I slept wonderfully last night. Rich didnt hog the bed, I wasent repulsed at him touching me, which I have been the last few nights. He sweats like you wouldnt believe, Like sokes the sheet kind sweat. He did last night but I had my own space. I think I also slept well because I spoked another joint around 7:00. Pot always makes you sleep better. So much for giving it up, I cant it keeps me sane.

So all in all im feeling better these last few days, Still trying to relax, things are never as bad as they seem right away. If you give yourself time to soak everything in, talk to your other half about things, or just vent on this damn blog, things will get better.....