The Anniversary

Last night was our 1 year, Rich came home after work, I was doing my usual after work routine of running around like an idiot. He came in and i said hi, then i went into the living room to fold the blankets on the couch. I looked up at him as he walked into the room and he pulled from behind his back, FLOWERS! Now mind you that they were the last minute, buy me at the gas station flowers, but flowers just the same. I was so happy that he atleast thought to do something.

Which brings me back to "am i turning into white trash trailer park?" The flowers were great but i would rather have spent the night rolling around the sheets with him. Instead i got to watch him get drunk, and go to bed at 8:30... Whatever! guess i cant expect too much, his is after all a man. It just reminded me of that country song "did i shave my legs for this?" Deana something or other sings it.

Talked to Tom this morning, had phone sex again. What am i doing? I know i need to stop this but we give each other what we need. GREAT SEX! on the phone mind you... HE truly loves me, im sure im going to Hell for this.