Rich The CHILD

So yeah its our 1 year anniversary, i get woken up to... "did you wash my work shirts yet?" nice huh? So i get up and bring him to get the car that his dads giving him(piece of shit), it will be better on gas going back and for to work..

I must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed today.... Well hes been calling all morning signing "happy anniversary" which is cute, we're not doing anything special.. maybe i MIGHT get lucky..

He just called me and said that he just walked out of his job, He had gotten in another fight with Timmy the dumb ass.. Im sure everything will be ok, I just wish he could go in and do his job and not worry about what everyone else is doing.. It makes for very stressing nights, as soon as he walks in he starts bitching about work, eats his dinner, has some beers and goes to bed! Is this really what my life has become? Im living like a 40 something year old woman.

Or maybe im becoming one of those trailer park, white trash wives.. you know like "get me a beer bitch" Thats what i feel like lately, is that what we have become? I come home from work, run around cleaning up the mess from the night before, do laundry, make dinner, have his cold ass beer waiting for him.. Its gotta get better than this!

On the other hand, Tom's bitching that if it were "our" anniversary he would do something special, make me feel like a princess, well its not "our" anniversary, and all he did was make me feel like shit about the fact that the man that i live with, that i will most likely marry, is an idiot!
I know he wasent saying these things to make me feel that way, but in the end i did.. On our anniversary Tom sent me a Coach bag, that i love!!!

Tom then decides to tell me how his wife tried to have sex with him again last night. Now i know i have no right to be upset, he does what he has too. BUT, they have sex like once every month or so.. they had sex Friday and Sat. night this week! and then on Tuesday she wants it again? What the fuck is up with that???? He is never the one to make the first move, or atleast thats what he tells me, and i believe him (stupid girl i know!!) He turned her down last night, but it still made me feel weird that all of a sudden this is going on..

All in all just a sucky day, im just sad, wishing it would all just go away..

I think maybe i should go back to the doctor and get myself back on Prozac!