My first entry

Well this is my first time ( and i thought i would never be able to say that again). Dont really know where to begin. Im in debt, debt that i thought i would never be in again! All because of my boyfriend. Dont get me wrong its not like he stole money from me or anything, i just basically paid all his bills for the past 6 months while he sat around and did nothing! Mr. Visa isnt too happy about that! Now hes back to work and living with me in my house, my one bedroom house with my dog Lucy and his stupid ass dumb dog Dozer. We are now making an effort to pay off bills, build a garage, and then add on to the house. Oh yeah and trying to get pregnant, I know its not the best time to try to have a baby, but is there ever really "a good time" for it? its not like most people are ever financially ready.

I SHOULD MENTION TOM!
Well Rich is my boyfriend for just about a year now, Tom is the man that i was ment to spend the rest of my life with, We met in a chat room and have been talking on the phone for about 3 years now. Tom's married, has a couple of kids, white picket fence and all that! Hes not happy with his wife but stayes for the kids. Now i have never actually met him, and heres the reason. He thinks i look like someone im not!!! When we first started talking he asked me to send a picture, i sent one of a friend of mine. And 3 years later he has fallen in love with me, me the girl on the phone not the girl in the picture, but i cant bring myself to tell him that im not 5'5" 120lbs, im actually 5'10" 200lbs. He says he would love me whether i were any size but its like im stuck in this hole of lies now! He is the man i am suppose to be with! I have never felt so much love or givin so much before in my life. He has gotten me through a lot of hard times, Getting off cocaine, depression, suicide attempts, Tom is like my shrink, my sexual healer, my best friend, MY SOUL MATE.

Im at work so i should get back too it