Spring Is In The Air

So things are finally feeling alittle better for me. Last week was ruff for some reason, i was just really sad. I had a pretty good weekend, Rich and I actually spent some time together on Saturday. I ended up drinking two bottles of very cheap wine and he, about 15 beers. We were pretty out of it, had some almost really good sex too.

Everything is starting to grow outside, i love spring. It gives me the feeling of hope and new life. Maybe this spring will bring me a pregnancy and a wonderful summer to remember. I can only hope. Rich and I have an appointment with an infertility doctor on the 28th im soo very scared that he is going to tell me that we cant have babies.